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“Final Solution of the Jewish Question”

Today marks the 70th anniversary for the Wannsee Conference. On January 20th, 1942, fifteen high-ranking Nazi Party and German government officials gathered at a villa in the Berlin suburb of Wannsee to discuss and coordinate the implementation of what they called the “Final Solution of the Jewish Question.” Although by early 1942, hundreds of thousands had already been murdered, the meeting set in action the systematic murder of 6 million European Jews.

As you read through the bios of those who participated in this meeting you find men who grew up in good homes, going to church, educated, many attaining higher degrees, with families of their own. And yet 70 years ago to this day, the conversations that took place in the villas grand dining hall, reduced a people, created in the image of God, to less-than-human status, leading these fifteen men to the darkest recesses of evil.

Today, German President Christian Wulff said, “This place and the name ‘Wannsee’ has become a symbol for the bureaucratically organized decision between life worth living and life not worth living, for state-organized extermination, for the planned and official systematic killing of Europe’s Jews,”

Sadly, it seems that we, the human race, still have much to learn from this historical event, because many of the conversations that are taking place today echo the same sentiment, branding some of God’s creation “less-than-human.”

 

Ein kühler Mitarbeiter


 

RBB machte eine Reportage über Artur Darga. Artur arbeitet bei der Berliner Stadtmission und außerdem mit dem Neustart-Team in dem auch Rhonda mitarbeitet.

 

Sermon on Repentance

 

Sermons aren’t usually something we would post here, but Nadia Bolz-Weber, sojourner and pastor of House for All Sinners and Saints, in Denver, Colorado, has stirred some interesting thought on repentance this week. You can find her blog here: Sarcastic Lutheran

Mark 1″1-8

The beginning of the good news of Jesus Christ, the Son of God.
2As it is written in the prophet Isaiah,
“See, I am sending my messenger ahead of you,
who will prepare your way;
3the voice of one crying out in the wilderness:
‘Prepare the way of the Lord,
make his paths straight,’”
4John the baptizer appeared in the wilderness, proclaiming a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins. 5And people from the whole Judean countryside and all the people of Jerusalem were going out to him, and were baptized by him in the river Jordan, confessing their sins. 6Now John was clothed with camel’s hair, with a leather belt around his waist, and he ate locusts and wild honey. 7He proclaimed, “The one who is more powerful than I is coming after me; I am not worthy to stoop down and untie the thong of his sandals. 8I have baptized you with water; but he will baptize you with the Holy Spirit.”

So, in the spirit of full disclosure I feel you should know that I am not now, nor have I ever been, a crazy street corner preacher who waves her Bible wildly while shouting red faced at passer-bys. Repent! This may come as a shock. And I’m not ruling it out as a possible career move in the future. But (for now) as an outsider to the crazy street corner preacher world, I must say I feel for those guys. Because what could their success rate possibly be? I mean, does shouting repent! at people actually work? just speaking for myself, never once has my life changed because a crazy guy with a sign yelled at me from a street corner.

I mention this because it feels like maybe John the Baptist was the first and last successful crazy street corner preacher. And given the success he had, you know, with all of Judea and Jerusalem coming to partake in his baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins, I wonder what the guy said exactly? Why did so many people come to him for his baptism? Because bless their hearts, but, our modern street corner preachers who hold signs that say “repent” don’t have near the same results at all.

Maybe you feel like I do, namely that when I hear a preacher shouting “repent” what I really hear is he or she saying is Stop being bad. Start being good or else God’s gonna be real mad at you. Which feels like more of a threat than anything else. That just never works on me. Who wants their spiritual arm twisted until they cry Uncle….it’s like… religious bullying .

And I just can’t imagine that it was religious bullying which brought all of Judea and Jerusalem to be baptized by John. I mean fear and threat can create change in behavior. No question about it. But it doesn’t really change your thinking. Threats don’t change your heart.

Fot that kind of change…change in thinking and change of heart it takes truth and promise. Namely truth and promise that is external to us and that comes only from God reaching into the graves we dig ourselves and bringing out new life. Because if repentance comes from something other than an external word of truth about who you are and who God is it’s not repentance it’s self-improvement.

And I’m pretty sure that what happened that day by the banks of the Jordon was more than just a massive wave of self-improvement.

So if John came preaching a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins then maybe it wasn’t so much so that sinners would confess and stop being bad. maybe it was so that all would hear the truth about this God who comes near to us in the person of Jesus Christ – not so that we might be good but that we might be new. John says to them Prepare the way of the Lord. Get ready for something new. Because, there is one who is coming who will change everything.

And the way in which John the Baptist prepares the people for the Gospel is by making room for it through washing away their old ideas and expectations. The untruth and sin and shame and all competing identities float away in the Jordon because the real thing was finally here. Because in Jesus God is doing a new thing not to make us good but to make us new. See, I believe it was the truth and promise of this Gospel and not religious bullying that compelled repentance and new life from the people of Judea

For this reason I love that Mark’s Gospel opens with: The beginning of the Gospel (that is, the Good news) of Jesus Christ Son of God. If it had been titled the beginning of the Good Short Story of Jesus Christ son of God then it would not be News. What makes it news is that it is something new that is external to us that we have to be told. It is news because it is not anything we could or would ever come up with ourselves. Because any truth that I generate from within me simply doesn’t have the power to save me.

A couple years ago I had a conversation with a family member who is non-religious. “I just don’t really need anything outside of myself to give me meaning or comfort” she said. “really” I answered. “I desperately need something outside of myself because if this is all there is…well, I can’t think of anything more depressing.” I need an external interruption. and I need it a heck of a lot more than I need self-improvement. Because I can actually change my behavior on my own. It’s my thinking and my heart that only God can redeem.

So this week I began to wonder if maybe repentance is giving up on the idea that we can redeem ourselves. Maybe true repentance involves surrender more than it involves self-improvement. Kind of like how the practice of kneeling in church has military origins namely that it was a posture of surrender…as in…you can’t fight if you’re kneeling. And this kind of surrender the kind we see in forgiven sinners in the waters of the Jordon only comes from hearing the truth of who we are and the truth of who God is.

Repentance – which in Greek means something closer to “thinking differently afterwards” than it means change your cheating ways. Of course repentance CAN look like a prostitute becoming a librarian but repentance can also look like a whore saying ok I’m a sex worker and I have no idea how to get out but I can come here and receive bread and wine and maybe if only for a moment I can hold onto the love of God without being deemed worthy of it by anyone but God. Repentance is a con artist being a real person for the first time ever without knowing who that person is anymore but knowing he sees it in the eyes of those serving him communion naming him a Child of God. Repentance is realizing there is more life to be had in being proved wrong than in continuing to think you’re right. Repentance is the adult child of an fundamentalist saying I give up on waiting for my mom to love me for who I am so I’m gonna rely on God to help me love her for who she is because I know she’s not going to be around forever. Repentance is unexpected beauty after a failed suicide attempt. Repentance is a couple weeks ago when the clerk at the Adult bookstore on Colfax teared up and said “your church brought me thanksgiving lunch?”. Repentance is what happened to me when at the age of 28 my first community college teacher told me I was smart and despite all my past experience of myself I believed her. See, repentance is what happens to us when the Good News, the truth of who we are and who God is, enters our lives and scatters the darkness of competing ideas.

For it is the external truth of God that liberates you from the bondage of self. This is what the daily return to baptism looks like. It is like the arm of God reaches in to rip out your own heart and replace it with God’s own. The Gospel is like your own emancipation proclamation. Every time you hear the absolution – that you are forgiven, every time you hear that Christ has come into the world to change everything, every time you hear that you are a child of God and that this is God’s very own body broken and poured out for you. Every time these external words of Good news enter your ears they scatter the darkness of competing claims. And to be sure, all of it is the Beginning of the Good News of Jesus Christ Son of God. Amen.

December 04, 2011 in advent, sermons | Permalink

The Broken Margins

This isn’t one of those feel-good, inspiring videos, but it is a poignant reminder of God’s broken creation that live on the margins of our society; individuals who Christ loves and died for. It’s also a great reminder to pray for Rhonda and the Neustart and Alabaster Jar teams who minister daily in Berlin to women like Angel.  For Adult Eyes Only

Move

These guys are awesome. This is the first of 3 short films entitled, MOVE. You can find the other 2, LEARN and EAT, via the links at the end of this film.

3 guys, 44 days, 11 countries, 18 flights, 38 thousand miles, an exploding volcano, 2 cameras and almost a terabyte of footage… all to turn 3 ambitious linear concepts based on movement, learning and food ….into 3 beautiful and hopefully compelling short films…..

= a trip of a lifetime.

move, eat, learn

Rick Mereki : Director, producer, additional camera and editing
Tim White : DOP, producer, primary editing, sound
Andrew Lees : Actor, mover, groover

Welcoming Two Friends

For the month of July, we are so pleased to have interns, Dorottya “Dori” Illéssy (left) and Gina Shaner (right), as a part of our XZBERLIN community.

Dori is a student majoring in Eastern Language and Cultural Studies (with an emphasis in Japanese) at Károli Gáspár University in Budapest, Hungary.

Gina is completing her Master’s degree in Intercultural Studies at Asbury Seminary in Wilmore, Kentucky.

Both will be serving with Rhonda in the NeuStart and Alabaster Jar ministries, as well as participating in the XZBERLIN community.

We are excited to have them join in our journey. May we learn from one another and discover new ways in which God uses us in His mission of reconciliation, healing and restoration in this part of Berlin.

 

The Tree of Life

“There are two ways through life: the way of nature, and the way of grace. You have to choose which one you’ll follow. Grace doesn’t try to please itself. Accepts being slighted, forgotten, disliked. Accepts insults and injuries. Nature only wants to please itself. Get others to please it too. Likes to lord it over them. To have its own way. It finds reasons to be unhappy when all the world is shining around it. And love is smiling through all things.”

Here’s a review of the film from our friend Michael Frost:

The Tree of Life review

by Michael Frost on Sunday, July 3, 2011 at 8:19am

The Tree of Life, written and directed by Terrence Malick, is a film like no other. And judging from the dissatisfaction and ridicule expressed by those who saw it in the same cinema as us, that’s not necessarily a good thing for many moviegoers. Those of us who’ve been fans of Terrence Malick since the 70’s are more likely to be better prepared for what awaits us. Like Days of Heaven, The Thin Red Line and The New World, this picture includes all the standard Malick hallmarks, like multiple voiceovers full of existential questioning, dramatic shots of nature (especially his much-loved windswept tall grass), stunning use of light and shadows, and a glacially slow meandering narrative. But it’s what else The Tree of Life includes that is so striking, taking this film to a whole new and astonishing level. They include scenes from outer space, the dawn of time, and dream sequences that appear to be set in heaven. It is grand, ostentatious, and simply breathtaking.

And yet at the heart of the film we find the relatively mundane story of twelve year old Jack O’Brien, growing up with his two brothers in Waco, Texas, in the late 1950s under the iron fist of his father, a failed musician and inventor.

The film begins with Jack’s mother speaking (in voiceover, though appearing to be talking to her sons): “There are two ways through life: the way of nature, and the way of grace. You have to choose which one you’ll follow. Grace doesn’t try to please itself. Accepts being slighted, forgotten, disliked. Accepts insults and injuries. Nature only wants to please itself. Get others to please it too. Likes to lord it over them. To have its own way. It finds reasons to be unhappy when all the world is shining around it. And love is smiling through all things.”

While this sets the tone for the rest of the film, it really makes sense of Malick’s other films as well. They all seem to be about the struggle between the way of nature and the way of grace. But rather than simplistically separating these two ways, as though they are always distinct from each other, Malick sees both nature and grace wrestling throughout everything. He has filmed extraordinary patterns in nature and architecture as well as scenes of unspeakable physical beauty to depict the omnipresent way of grace. But he has also included images of devastating volcanoes, crashing meteors, and unpredictable sun flares. Nature and grace are everywhere, even in nature itself. In one amazing scene he takes us back in time to when dinosaurs roamed the earth (yes, you read right, dinosaurs) and shows a predatory dinosaur capture an injured prey beneath it’s clawed foot, only to show it grace by releasing it into the wild.

In the scenes featuring Jack and his little brothers at play we see moments of deep and genuine love and trust, but also moments of destructiveness and spite. Young Jack begins to recognise this himself as the film unfolds and we hear him (in voiceover, of course) quoting from Romans 7: “For I do not do what I want, but I do the very thing I hate.”  The way of nature and the way of grace appear to have seeped into every pore of every part of the universe, especially into human nature, according to Terrence Malick.

To personify this battle, Malick has created Jack’s parents. Mr O’Brien (Brad Pitt) follows nature, while his angelic wife (Jessica Chastain) is embodied grace. Jack’s father is tough and hard with his boys, preparing them for the way of nature, as we’ve already heard, the way of pleasing oneself, of lording it over others, and getting one’s own way. As a result Jack grows to despise his father while at the same recognising that he shares so many character traits with him. Having said that, the Brad Pitt character is not all evil. In fact, he displays moments of genuine grace and a deep affection for his boys. Even in Mr O’Brien, nature and grace is at war, but, given the overall effect on young Jack, it is the way of nature that dominates him. Mrs O’Brien, on the other hand, is all grace. She is forgiving, selfless, playful and beautiful. In one scene she inexplicably dances in the air, as if the law of gravity has no hold on her. I think Malick is saying that when grace takes hold of you it is complete and utter.

A devout Catholic, Malick has filled his film with overtly Christian symbolism and imagery. There are several scenes set in church, including a baptism, a funeral and holy communion. We hear part of a sermon based on the Book of Job. There are images of stained glass, crucifixes, trees reaching heaven-ward, organ pipes and more. Later in the film, the adult Jack (Sean Penn) must pass through a door frame in the desert to reach a heavenly shore in his search for peace.

The central theme, it seems to me, is expressed by the adult Jack, a middle aged architect caught in the midst of an existential crisis, reflecting back on his childhood and the premature death of one of his brothers (which provides the emotionally heart of the story). In voiceover (of course), he bemoans, “Father, Mother. Always you wrestle inside me. Always you will.”

This wrestling inside him is the eternal struggle between self-centredness and love, and Malick is telling us that it contaminates every part of human society and every aspect of the universe. Jack’s mother had told him: “The nuns taught us that no one who loves the way of grace ever comes to a bad end,” but when his younger brother dies, presumably in the Vietnam War though this is never fully explained, Jack reflects on how that brother personified grace much like their mother. As a result, Jack is tortured by questions about how suffering can coexist with grace.

The resolution of these questions, if resolution is what it can be called, on the heavenly shore I mentioned, will be comfort to some and an annoyance to others. And yet these scenes were so full of emotion and beauty they brought tears to my eyes.

The Tree of Life opens with a quotation from Job 38:4, 7: “Where were you when I laid the foundation of the earth? Tell me, if you have understanding, when the morning stars sang together and all the sons of God shouted for joy?”

In this passage Yahweh condemns Job for daring to question him and fires off a barrage of unanswerable questions for the feeble Job to ponder. That’s pretty much what we get for the more than two hours this film lasts – questions from God. How can we explain the power of the sun, the relentless of the rolling surf, the fury of the volcano, the vastness of the solar system, the majesty of the deepest ocean, etc? And in the middle of all this, how can we explain how the way of nature and the way of grace wrestle within each human heart?

In a year where a surprising number of films are exploring religious themes in an overtly Christian manner (Of Gods and Men, Get Low, etc) The Tree of Life is a staggering meditation on the meaning of life, the presence of God, the character of human nature, and the perpetual longing for grace. Even if this is lost on the less discerning moviegoers who sat behind us in the cinema.